Patience to say this as a latent sadist, waiting to get a bait ting; girlfriend so I’m masterbating with my play thing, rubbing, sweating, chafing but lately I’ve been changing by taking my life for granted; taking chances, chasing a deal with satan, dancing with the devil to level chances of glances I could receive from sexy ladies; blatantly begging for one night of mating hoping he wouldn’t snake me only to realise I was making a huge mistake.